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Hello, my name is Joanne Keys and I'd like to tell you about how the Lord Jesus came into my life.
When I was 3 years of age, my family and I went to a mission being held in Brookeborough Orange Hall. The minister that night was the Rev Ian Paisley. Whilst I sat on mummy's knee, I remember being sorry for my sins and being scared that I would die and not go to heaven. The verse being preached on was John 3 v 7,
"Marvel not that I say unto to, ye must be born again".
At the close of the meeting, Rev Paisley made an appeal for sinners to do business with God, he asked for anyone who felt convicted of their sins and were ready to ask Jesus into their hearts to put up their hand. I remember raising my hand and mummy asking me if I was sure and if I understood what it meant to put up my hand. Apparantly I was so enthusiastic that I waved my hand a little too much, as Dr Paisley told me to put it down again and that he'd saw me, much to the amusement of me, now.
After the meeting, mummy went with me into the back room, where Dr Paisley prayed with me and I put my faith and trust simply in Jesus and asked God to forgive me for all of my sins.
As I went to christian school until secondary age, school was never a hard place to be as a christian. I moved to Fivemiletown High School to enter secondary education and this proved to be a massive shock to my system. Children swore without thought and did things that I was horrified at, as I had a sheltered upbringing. From the first day in first year at high school, I thank God that he gave me the courage to nail his colours to the mast and to tell everyone what I believed.
Through school, I got many opportunities to witness and even got some friends out occasionally to meetings in our church. There were many temptations in school, but thankfully, God kept me throughout.
When I was in 4th year at school, a girl I had grown up with in our church, who was in my sunday school class and class in school, was killed in a road traffic accident, incidently outside our church. This came as a massive shock and burst me from the bubble I had been in. This, I suppose, was the first time anyone I had known personally had died and it really made me question myself. Doubts such as, had I ever witnessed to her? Etc, went round and round in my mind. This was a trial to my faith and I believe God strengthened me through this. This made me more aware of the importance and need of witnessing to friends and people with whom I have contact with.
In 2002, I was very ill, through a normally straightforward illness, this was terrifing, as, even though you think about death, its a different thing when you are in a position were you could actually die. One night in particular, when I was particularly ill, and everyone had been called to the hospital, Mummy read Psalm 23. When she reached, "Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death....", she broke down, as I asked her was I going to die. To be honest, although I knew I was'nt very well, I never actually faced up to the fact that I could die that night, until Mummy didnt answer me back, but just cried, along with the rest of my family, who were sitting around the hospital bed.
This was a very real assurance of salvation. I was completely at peace, and knew that if I was to die, that I would be with God, "which is far better".
For the next 4 months my health was not good, and this was an enormous trial to my faith...perhaps because I'm young and it was hard to be sitting in, while my friends were out and about doing things I normally would do.
When my health returned to almost normal, I returned to school to study my A levels, which I thank God I passed. After much prayer, I applied for Nursing, in Queens University, Belfast.
When I received the news that I had been rejected because of not having GCSE Maths, I was gutted. But, in hindsight, I realise God was in control. I had already arranged a house to stay in, in Belfast at this stage, so I moved to Belfast, in the hope of getting a part-time job and studying my GCSE in maths. I had the privilege of living with 2 christian girls and have made a lot of good sincere christian friends in Belfast since. God, yet again, was in control.
What still amazes me, and will amaze me through life, is how God works in our lives, when we are not even aware of it. As I said, in hindsight, things appear much clearer. A friend of mine once explained their view of Gods sovereign will to me. They said that each period or trial or heartache in life is a jigsaw piece, and although one piece isn't useful by itself, BUT when it is all pieced together, it makes perfect sense.
I got a job working in a care home, doing care assistant work. I had had experience working in an elderly nursing home near my home, but had never had experience working with younger people, or people with learning disablities or brain injuries, which this home had as residents. This was daunting at the start, but I soon got used to each wee person, with their unique disability. What struck me is how sad it is that they will never understand Jesus love towards them.
Whilst in this job I learned of a 'support work' job that had become available. As I had the experience of working in this care home, I got the job after interview. This job was much better paid and things seemed to be smoothing out. I worked with a wee Roman Catholic 19 year old fella, who has epilepsy and is brain damaged from severe episodes and also physically disabled due to attacks. I got many opportunities to witness to him and his family, as he took a great interest in me singing in churches, which I started whilst I was caring for him.
In August 2005, God convicted me of something he has convicted me off for years, singing. I have a love for music, and singing in particular. Our tent mission in Clogher Valley was being organised and our youth leader appealed for anyone to help out in any way they could. I really felt God's hand upon me, although the devil put so many doubts in my head. I spoke to Neville about it and he encouraged me to sing. Since then, I have sang in my church in Belfast and youth meetings, sunday night services, and much to my fear and trembling, sang in martyrs last week. God has really thoroughly blessed me through ministering in song. What I have learned is, the more you're in need of God, the closer to him you will be. Its extremely hard to get up in front of people and sing, and you become so aware of your insignificance and unworthyness for God's service. Sometimes, since I started singing, if I had been in a rush, and hadn't had much time to think about singing, never mind praying about it, I have really been attacked with nerves when singing, and I really understand the saying of having, "knocking knees"!!
Christmas 2005 proved that my time with this fella was over, as I injured my back whilst trying to catch him whilst he fell over from having an attack. This really frustrated me, as I had been really enjoying working with him and had been helping out in the children's meetings and student's meetings and was able to attend the prayer meeting every week because of not having to work shift work.
In my 2 months off over the christmas period, God really reminded me what I had in Belfast, and how much I had become to think of the people and the work in Tyndale. After I returned to work, I was given another client, as I wasn't allowed to return to the same wee fella, because of my back injury and because he had been assigned another carer in my absence.
I worked for a few hard months with my new client, but through personal differences and huge differences in belief, on his part, and problems with payments from work; I then applied for other jobs. I got a job working in a large retail store in Belfast city centre.
Here I learned I had jumped from the boiling pot, into a frying pan, as I was given a very hard time for being a Christian and they had massive problems with me refusing to work the Sabbeth. I worked there for 3 weeks, until I could stick it no more, and then unfortunately became unemployed.
In my time of unemployment, I have been able to completely devote myself to Gods work in Tyndale, and God has richly blessed me through this. I have been able to take more singing bookings and have been available for the kids meeting, the prayer meeting and have recently felt largely convicted about starting help with outreach in the village area with Tyndale.
From this I realise how important it is to give your life to Jesus in it's entirity. God is in Sovereign control, and only in God's will, will you truly be happy. Also, I would advise any Christian, young or old, to get involved in God's work. The blessing you receive makes you really realise what you have been saved from and more importantly, the souls that need saved. Ministering to the Belfast kids has taught me this, and I thank God that he has really gave me a burden for their little souls.
Just a few favourtite verses to leave with you.
Proverbs 3 v 5 & 6
Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him , and he shall direct thy paths.
Psalm 37 v 4 & 5
Delight thyself also in the Lord; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.
1 John 5 v 14 & 15
And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to his will, he heareth us: And if we know that he hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of him.
And a wee verse for the unsaved that can be made no simplier......
John 3 v 16
For God SO loved the world (thats you and me), that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever(thats you and me again) believeth in him, should not perish, but have everlasting life.
I hope God either encourages you as a christian or speaks to your heart if youre unsaved.
Joanne keys.
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